heartbreak

When you tell her

 

proposal

I love you

No you don’t

I would do anything for you.

No! I said no!

What do you want?

I don’t want you. I mean the way you want me.

Ok

Just ok?

What else am I supposed to say?

You alright?

Yes

You want a hug?

No

Can’t we stay friends?

Yes… Wait No! We can’t

Why do you want to complicate things? Isn’t this phase just right enough?

You know I love you. Where’s the complication?

I want time

For what?

To decide

Ok

What are the chances we’ll stay together?

What are the chances that both of us will be alive the next minute?

I don’t want to take a plunge

Well, if you never take it you’ll never know the feeling. You are the one to lose.. and me too

But what if it doesn’t work out? I’ll lose you forever.

Anyway you have already lost me. I am not a friend anymore. Am either someone more, or nothing. No one.

Hmm..What if I am supposed to wait for that Perfect one?

Right then. Wait.

Can we discuss this some other time?

Sure

Ok. Bye

Love You

Bye

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I Wish

propose

I wish you knew
I wish you could see
The world in my brain
And what you mean to me

I wish it was easy
I wish it was real
I could talk to you
About this feeling surreal

I wish I was a part
I wish things were different
I could share your joys n sorrows
Without being intrudent

I wish I didn’t have to hide
I wish I didn’t have to run
Away from your lovely soul
To avoid this emotional turn

I wish the world was greener
I wish all this was true
And I could perhaps say it loud
How much I love you

I wish I could propose
I wish you could dispose
Atleast it would be clear
And I won’t have to suppose

Let Go

Let Go

In the stage of life which I am, heartbreaks are a common sight. The most common ones are those where someone loves a person dearly, but the feeling is not mutual. The boy loves a girl but won’t speak up lest he might lose her forever. He knows that there are just two alternatives – speak up or move on. But he wouldn’t dare to take up either.

Today I was chatting with one such friend, trying to help him take a decision. He was entirely against a confession of his true feelings. So the only advice I could give him was to move on, to let go!

again
and again
you refrain
from moving on from her life
letting it be

the acceptance is tough
denial so easy
she might be special for you
but you are
nobody.